1. |
He Decided
04:10
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The skeletons inside
The 15 sides I hide
A universe underneath our skin
I feel I'm running out of time
Pretending that it's fine
Up in the cold and dark within
Chorus:
He is the one who goes up in the flames
Who changes up his name
Tries to hide his very face
He's gonna break
They know he'll never show those scars on his chest
'Cause he says he'll handle all the rest
But deep down he knows that he can't
He's gonna break
I spill as I'm looking in the mirror
The lines on my face just get more clear
If my soul leaks out in the crowd, oh what a sight
This grave is a reminder of the lies
These hands are the flicker in the light
These thorns are tearing me up as I fight for my life
(Chorus)
You gotta show yourself to know yourself
This he knows, but his demons grow
I gotta to channel all my sparks to fix this broken heart
It's gotten so dark, I can barely see
All the void surrounding is consuming me
But I'll leave on my light
'Cause I can't take the dark tonight
Or I'll break
(Chorus)
So I lost myself, screamed out loud in the darkness, this place is too cold to speak!
And I decided now I'd be used to the darkness, used to being with me
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2. |
Where I Belong
04:11
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Close my eyelids when my body goes stiff
When alaska becomes like havana to my lips
When my brown eyes don't look like the ground anymore
Is that where I belong? x2
Should I try to stop being strong?
Will it be better or worse for me in the long run?
I'll burn my throat with something to make me forget
And I'll cremate my regrets
Tragedy, you're too funny to me
I behave as if you don't tear down all my dreams
Even little things mean too much to me
Getting over girls who destroyed my self esteem
What do I do when I hit a wall?
I hate myself 'cause I'm not tall
Let's take it back to the memories
Will you take the photo, please?
I can't keep faking a smile this long!
Is this where i belong? (x4? or 3? I honestly don't remember)
Stalling for everything
How I get by, how I've been living
Shot down by this pretty thing
I feel as if I am building towers outta string
What do I do once I've built that wall?
Surely sob to death as it falls
Let's take to baby revelries
Drink soda right before you sneeze
We've been flies on the wall for too long
Let's find where we belong (x whateverthehellitis)
(instrumental break that I feel like might be ripping off a Blink-182 song??? Sorry if it does)
And that's where I'll belong (yeah you get the point)
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Mist on the football field
I forget the time before I had to leave so soon
Disconnected from a fire, more a spark, it takes a lot
To get me in a promise with the moon
But the show must go on, gotta tough it out
When they ask me how I am, I'll say without a doubt:
"I'm doing good, but I didn't sleep at all"
If no one years, I gotta shut it out
The emotion of commotion's getting tired now
What's the point of getting higher when I'm small?
Chorus:
Are you ready to see this in a new light?
Ever-changing on a wild night, let's see if it comes out right
And when the silence settles into my mind
Haunting me with insight, holding me to this fight
Caught up from the moonshine;
Reilly, are your shoes tied?
Am I missed every time I feel like I shouldn't lie?
Disappear for an hour or two
Disconnected as a liar but getting smart
I never thought this state would be my starting anew
But the show must go on as I tough it out
This is going downhill, no goddamn doubt
I feel everything and I barely sleep at all
If I wanna survive I gotta shut it out and from this slant, I'm getting tired now
What's the point of a perspective when I'm small?
(Chorus)
(Chorus: Brooke Pastuch)
Out of all the dumbass numbers, I can't write 95, sometimes it looks like a 16, out of all the numbers, it just had to be-
(Chorus: Brooke & DJ)
(Robert: yeet)
Hungover from the moonshine;
Reilly, are your shoes tied?
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4. |
Blaze Rodriguez
03:31
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5. |
Legend4Life
04:00
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and if you leave your room, you've got everything to prove
waking up alone left in stiff and cobblestone
everything in my hands, crushing on my shoulders
i don't think that this happens to all those who get older
my birthday's in the summer. but i rarely feel warm
everything is brewing inside a perfect storm
and when i step outside, i'm matching with the sky
indifference in grey, cancelled out with lies
are you having trouble seeing? is the board too far away
we should really move, but i know you wanna stay
my mind will surely wander, then linger in the cold
i'm only ever sick when it's getting old
operation "get a life, stop asking stupid questions
when i grab a knife to take us home"
destination where i make it right stop weighing all my actions
on how much empathy comes from me
oh, no
are you having trouble seeing? is the board too far away?
oh, what a shame, guess you'll have to stay
in the dark and looking for the light switch, is it gone yet?
it will dissipate, just wait, eventually
but i badly miss my friends
i miss letting them in
i miss the sight of trees as the lights begin to dim
they say that legends never die, but do they keep it all inside?
is pain the only permanence of temporary life
(x3)
i said i fucking miss my friends
i miss letting them in
i miss the bruises on our knees as the lights begin to dim
they say that legends never die, but roll the dice to be alive
will love only end in pain?
is it a temporary high?
(x2)
but yeah, i really miss my friends
i miss letting them in
i miss laughing on my knees as the lights begin to dim
they say that legends never die
i'm a regret to be alive
and i have settled in the pain of this temporary life
love only ends in pain
oh, please convince me otherwise
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Step back!
Pep talk;
"Gotta be smooth as hell"
You're just here to impress yourself, and you're doing pretty well
Cliché, preppy high school dance
You shoulda brought a girl
My friends say that I'm clueless, lost inside this world
Chorus:
I'm just trying to survive, this year feels so much different
I'm feeling so alive, I wonder who is listening
I did not request this new found mess
But my eyes feel new to chatter
Does she notice me?
And does it even matter?
I may be stupid, kinda clueless
But I think now that I get it
She got hot over the summer, and it matters if you've "had it"
It's weird, a bit uncomfortable and I can only stare (yeah)
Sweetheart- girl, I'm sorry
Move on and grow a pair!
(Chorus x2)
Yeah, she noticed me
Stop acting like it matters
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7. |
Peace Out
04:12
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it made me fiery before it happened every time i walked through those doors
it feels grey and clouds up all I see, including me
the pain will build up high until I lose offence
and i'll go on or give in
and this grey will cancel out defence
it doesn't work
i just wanna close my eyes and then...
i'll hear the wind blowing outside as i will hide
can't disappear for too long before someone knows i'm gone
hear the rain patter against the window
realize if I survive no one will ever know
and this grey will cancel out defence
it doesn't work
i just wanna close my eyes and then…
i'm so tired of asking them "when?"
"when will it stop?"
but i know they won't give up
so one of us has gotta go
and this grey will cancel out defence
it doesn't work
i just wanna close my eyes and then…
(there is no hope
they have won
i cannot change,
i am done
i'm battle born and battle run
peace out, world
sincerely,
your son.)
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8. |
Lines
03:32
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KJ, do you miss me?
I kinda miss my brothers
And the time we did a throwie by the park by our old neighbourhood
Remember when I scraped my knees and cried for such a long time?
I'm not the crybaby I used to be, but everything created me
Ashton, do you miss me?
If you could say, I think you would
You and Al, can you boys hear me?
Are you making love just live you should?
Are your ghosts chasing each other, or are you both just resting peacefully?
I tried to save you but I couldn't, I'll hold the memories that you
Rainy, do you miss me?
That ain't your name, but you know who you are
How's the band, how is Jackson?
Did he realize he went too far?
You didn't deserve the awful times you got, or the heartbreak that I gave you
Find a way to heal and a girl or guy who treats you right
I'll make it up and I will search for a way to keep you
I am flawed, but finding my new point of view
I'll keep you in a safe place in my ripped jeans;
I still fall on my skateboard
I'll forget the pain, but hold tight to the lines you drew
(repeat EVERYTHING)
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9. |
Summer Skin
05:58
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denim, leather
march break weather
keeping my head underwater
to find my humanity
this lets me know that i'm alive
taste of blood on my lips makes this car drive
(do, do, do, do)
(da, da, da, da)
i left the house, put on a jacket
loaded the cockpit
with cloves
got a ton of water
and bloody tissues
on my clothes
and i left my clothes on
(do, do, do, do)
(da, da, da, da)
screw that summer body, i want my summer skin.
gotta wash the blood off my chin
filling up the sewer with cigs and safety pins
i'm a hundred pounds, but i'm lighter than i've ever been
(do, do, do, do)
(da, da, da, da)
this is the song everyone's gonna hate
i keep tryna make myself think straight
it's kinda funny 'cause i've always been my own checkmate
gotta save myself before it's too late
(do, do, do, do)
(da, da, da, da)
gotta find a way to win
so i can get my summer skin
gotta learn to swim again
so i can get my summer skin
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10. |
Dear Steve
03:29
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September 22nd, I've been here since 11
Crosswalk full of hope, a busy street of dreams
The wind will set me sideways, but I am here, so it's okay
Stop lights give the ropes as I strum on JC clean
Chorus:
If I grow to 3 feet I'm halfway there
At this point, I'm a little scared
When I hear myself I hear a different voice each time
When I get to Queen Street, I'm almost there
This time I'm shredding on that British Flare
And I think that I'll get better every time
His name is Blaze, and he's a Legend4Life
Lives a little better every time he dies
A gentle gust of wind can fuel a constant breeze
He's been trying for a long time, been working for a rusty dime
But I've got a lot to prove, so I will paint until I freeze
(Chorus)
Breakup in a coffee shop, try not to break down tonight
Left in the darkness, but maybe I don't need the light
Dancing in obscurity, uncertain, below average
But dear Steve, I gotta tell ya, thank you for the leverage
(Chorus x2)
When I grow the 3 feet
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11. |
Reilly Boy
03:15
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Gotta walk on stilts to fit the mold of a man
Gotta be on top, controlling the plans
Reilly boy, grow up
learn to drive, suck it up
Gotta cut my hair so there's no extra stares
No more rumours about what's "there"
Reilly boy, it sucks
This is how you'll be enough
Chorus:
But I'm reaching a point where I don't give a shit
About what you say to me
You can eat it
And if you're hating me, my lack of masculinity
It's your own insecurity
I hope you find a way around
I'm growing into my own kind of man
Yeah, I'll disappoint a few, but do I give a damn?
Nah, that ain't me
I'll drive just fine, and that's the tea
I'll cut my hair when I want and no matter what I'll flaunt it
The rumours carry on, they can be talking all they want, sis
Reilly boy, they suck
Bored sophomore boys, outta luck
(Chorus)
It's kinda sad, I gotta pity you
That your best insult is that I'm into dudes!
But good luck finding a girl when you treat girls as a joke
And good for your ex for finding a better bloke
I am to vindicated, fascinated
With your Neanderthalic tendencies
And I'll have you know I don't care what you do to me
(Chorus)
But I'm reaching a point where I don't give a shit
About what you say to me
You can eat it
And if you're hating me with your fragile masculinity
It's your own insecurity
I hope you find a way around
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12. |
My Mark
03:47
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when this brain goes, i will write my name down
a million times and over again
if i lose my mind, i'm sure my sense will blind
any chances of living
so
if i do it one more time, i won't cover stormy skies
i will wear this heart
as the blood flows freely, shooting through my veins
i will make my mark
the marks on the walls may get patched after all
but i have made my mark
i guess it's a little disappointing to see my works just gone
but you can't erase me that easily
i feel like i'm forgotten, invisible
like i'm just not in touch or invincible
i could be swept away in a second and be replaced in half that time
i'm just a bad kid and a bad influence
i am worthless, disappointing for you
so i'm signing with my drip mop
i'll keep hitting the same spots
don't care if this is "your land"
yeah, patch me if you can
and i'll do it every time as i cover stormy skies
i will hide this heart
i make my blood flow freely, spilling out my veins
don't wanna show these marks
"silly boy, it's not your choice
toughen up and don't let them see you"
(i'm fading slowly)
"stupid boy, it's such a joy
to grow up and be no more than see-through"
(i couldn't be like them sincerely)
i'll never be like them, i cannot stand it anymore
this is my own heart
my blood flows freely, they can't hold it on reins
i will make my mark x3
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13. |
To A Girl In Jersey
02:12
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it's been nearly two years, i though it was over
but it's okay, yeah it's okay
i get that you're thinking it over
you know, you cross my mind every day, your memory stays
but when i talk to you i always start to think
about how everything has come to be
and I assure you that you're gonna be alright
I believe all you need is time
we both know what happened and i tried to forget
but i guess now that i think, i know i don't regret
any of the hurt i went through, all the time i spent missing you
I know we both still feel down
and i still wanna leave this town
but you taught me things i can't ignore
here's to the girl in jersey who i still adore
but when i talk to you i always start to think
about how everything has come to be
and I assure you that you're gonna be alright
I believe all you need is time
so, darling, please keep this in your head
don't dwell, but continue to accept instead
and i'm still sorry about all the things i said
and i hope that we can talk again
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14. |
Little Punk
04:17
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so i'll pretend to be the stars, as i watch you all
i'll destroy myself in trying, long as i don't fall
seeing all the complications under hail
i'll get over them eventually
chorus:
i'm sick of this town and and how it starts to snow
when i feel dead and cold and on the things i love the most
i'm done being whiny about all the things
that have bothered me, it's time to let it go
days under a shadow, i wish i could make
this turbulence just settle, it's like living on a blade
are the knives sharp? are your shoes tied?
are you ready to see this in a new light, do you feel alive?
driving down these same old roads
i feel insignificant
it's been too long in this place, i've got cabin fever
time to ditch this goddamn slump and be my own believer
(chorus)
i am better off dead if i just let this swing
can you see me? can you hear me?
there's some street signs just waiting to be seen
is it ready? is it near me?
i can't keep waiting for permission to spread my wings
or they'll just tatter, my blood is thickening
i gotta make it far, then they can't say a thing
it doesn't matter if they're not listening
i'm sick of this town and how it starts to snow
but i guess until i'm up and out i gotta make the most of it
because i wanna cherish all the things
all the things that don't bother me, it's time to let it go
and when it snows i'll still go out and show them
tell all those bastards it was never nice to know them!
(chorus)
(na na na, na na na, na na na, na na na)
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Freezing Paint
I'm 15, moderately punk rock, and GTA-based. I write songs about both the more shitty and less shitty things in life.
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